Confessional

I don’t get out as often as I should. I am either creating art, planning out a series, or…watching TV. Don’t feel sorry for me being in submission to my art. I do that enough for myself when I feel like, “Girl, you gotta do better than this” but overall, I’m cool with the flow of my life. And, well,…Ahem…Can we have a real sit-down chat?

Bill Withers, Lean On Me

I’m not into keeping company with people all that much. My mom is having a little birthday party for her beau next month. Ask me if I want to go. I can see myself now, hands in my pockets and wandering into some empty room. Or outside to chew on a blade of grass like an old man.

I like people. I really do. After all, I paint people. I’m very interested in them. I just don’t want to be bothered with them on days off from a job where I’m expending a LOT of energy on…people.

Let me also disclose that the kinda TV I’m watching is mostly along the lines of art, history, debates, and…90 Day Fiancé. Yeah, I know that last one is trash but I’m interested in the lengths people will go to for what they think is love. Human behavior is intriguing, and I’m a good student of it when I’m not running my mouth.

Besides that, lately Spirit’s been telling me to be quiet and I listened. I’m moving in silence and peace. It’s a beautiful thing. But back to that party next month…

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